After pouring four years of myself into Student Life, this is my last contribution. And, in true journalistic fashion, this article is being written way past deadline. The hardest part was just figuring out where to start. I could critique the University, but that just opens too many negative doors from a former pre-med. I could offer advice, but I think everyone reading this has gotten into the college groove by now. So, I guess I’ll keep up the stream of consciousness and rambling. It is, after all, a method that worked so well for many a school paper.
People say that the best years of your life are those in college. They’re great, that’s for sure, but I’m also looking forward to what’s ahead. If you allow yourself to get caught up in this cliché, you’ll spend college wondering why you don’t always feel the best and you’ll spend post-graduation dwelling on the (in retrospect) perfect years you left behind. Every stage of life will have its ups and downs, but it’s all about making the most of what you’ve got.
Now I’ll wax sentimentally, so bear with me, but what truly got me to really enjoy college and seize each moment as my own was what you are reading right now-Student Life. This newspaper gave me purpose when I was floundering for it, it reinvigorated my passion when I thought it had faded, and it has given me the career path I am setting out on now, as a science journalist and hopefully an editor some day. Working for Student Life kept me from transferring to another school after freshman year, and it has delivered wonderful friends to me. I am also lucky to have found the love of my life, my fiancé, at this student-run newspaper.
But this wasn’t all a ploy to get you to read my sappy memories. I have a message here too. Simple things really: Select a few activities here at Wash. U., then really throw yourself into them, and also, follow your passions. Of course, working for the newspaper isn’t going to be everyone’s thing (but we are hiring.). I just hope everyone can leave Wash. U. having found something, be it a future, a friend or a stronger sense of self.
When I first came here, as the innocent freshman we all were, I remember thinking how endless my possibilities were. I could go by a completely different name or create a new self-image. I would be making new friends and be presented with new experiences. Needless to say, I decided to just keep going by Erin, but I do think a part of me has changed. I’m still a procrastinator, I’m still reliably five minutes late to any engagement and I can still sleep until noon if undisturbed. But I also have a wider group of friends, I’m not afraid to really take charge of something, and I can step out of my comfort zone to follow my passions.
These things are not necessarily what my parents were looking for from a $44K education of course, but my family has been wonderful in supporting me and has always being there; I’ll never be able to thank them enough. I am also fortunate to have so many friends who never absquatulated when I needed them and were always there to help the Tuesday blues. And, not many people get to go to college with their best friend from first grade.
So I consider myself very blessed, but what does this do for you, dear reader? Probably nothing. I can only hope that you too have made the most of your college career and that you look forward and put your energy into the wonderful future ahead for you. Recognize the fortunes all around you, in friends, love and family and go toward your passions. Life is rich, if you make it happen.
So, good luck to all of my Studlifers (especially you Sam); treasure every minute of it all. I’ll be reading the paper online too, so keep up the good work. And to everyone at Wash. U., get out there and live.
Erin Fults is graduating from the college of Arts & Sciences. She is the former editor in chief of Student Life and can be reached by e-mail at efults@gmail.com.